This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales

"You think it’s so easy to change yourself. You think it’s so easy, but it’s not. What do you think it takes to reinvent yourself as an all new person, a person who makes sense, who belongs? Do you change your clothes, your hair, your face? Go on, then. Do it. Pierce your ears, trim your bangs, but a new purse. They will still see past that, see you, the girl who is still too scared, still too smart for her own good, still a best behind, still, always, wrong. Change all you want; you can’t change that." Page 1, Chapter 1

deliriosity
You’re going to leave me, aren’t you? … You’ve had enough of me, haven’t you? You’re probably so tired of all this crying and all these moods, and I’ve got to tell you, so am I. So am I. Sometimes it seems like my mind has a mind of its own, like I just get hysterical, like it’s something I can’t control at all. And I don’t know what to do, and I feel so sorry for you because you don’t know what to do either. And I’m sure you’re going to leave me now.
Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation   (via ac-ru)